RainehDaze

I am a boring person who says nothing much. And this is how it shall remain.

So, if there is one thing that the past few days have taught me more than anything else, it's that I am insecure beyond all belief when left without anyone I feel comfortable talking to. Actually doing anything more than the occasional forum post is... hard. Talking with groups of people just doesn't work. Well, unless I'm drunk. Since I was at a wedding, I managed to spend most of Thursday inebriated to some extent, even if I spent most of the afternoon sitting in a garden on my own and doing not much. Definitely, definitely a weakness of mine, that, since it causes problems even if I don't need to talk about anything in particular. I just

I have realised the one thing I dislike about not having to get up to go places in the mornings: having no idea what to do with all the time. At all. Kind of annoying but... eh, guess I can live with it? At least this way I don't run out of time to, say, finish drawing something that should take nowhere near as long as it takes me. Now, if only I could ever actually decide to do something. >_>;